chapter 1

He always checked out other women, but it was always larger girls that he couldn't take his eyes off. I didn't know why, but it only bothered me if he was drooling over girls I thought were most attractive.

Eventually, I thought maybe there was something to his constant gazes and looked on the internet to find out if guys really liked fat chicks. Turns out, there's an entire world of BBWs and FAs. I was fascinated by what I saw, but also nervous. Could my boyfriend be more attracted to big girls?

Over the next few months, I checked out a site called Fantasy Feeder, and read a few of the stories. The ones about thin girls becoming very fat were oddly intriguing. I was really interested in pictures that showed where girls gained weight over time.

During this time, I basically confirmed that my boyfriend liked fat girls. I busted him over and over checking out big girls everywhere we went. I eventually couldn't take it any more. I had to confront him to satisfy my curiosity.

"David, I want you to tell me why you were staring at that girl just now," I said after he literally turned his head around as a cute faced fat girl walked by us in the mall.

"Uh, I, uh, wasn't."

"Not now," I said, " when we get back to the car."

He acted funny, nervous maybe, the rest of our time in the mall. When we got to the car, I said, "That girl. You really checked her out."

"Not really. What are you talking about?" he asked.

"Your tongue practically hit the floor. What did you like about her?"

"You're being crazy."

"Am I? This wasn't the first time I've seen it. You always stare at fat girls. Why?" I asked.

"Uh, I guess I'm attracted to bigger girls sometimes. What's the big deal? Why do you care?" He asked.

"Maybe because while I'm trying to lose weight, you're checking out chicks that weigh a hundred pounds more than me!" I fired back.

"I've never asked you to lose weight. If it is such a big deal, maybe you shouldn't worry about your weight."

"So you want me to get fat?" I asked.