chapter 18

The room fills with silence for a few minutes before Tom bursts into laughter


‘You’re still thinking about what your mom said aren’t you?’ He laughs


‘Well...yeah...’


‘Answers me this Emily...how much did you weigh when we first met?’


‘125 pound roughly...’


‘And how much do you weigh now?’


‘620...probably more now’ I huff jiggling my flabby belly to emphasise how big it is


‘So that’s nearly 500 pound you’ve gained since being together yeah? Now then how many times have I complained or told you to loose weight?’


‘Well...never..’


‘Exactly! Like I told you earlier Ems, I love you for who you are! Fuck what your mom or anyone else thinks!’


‘Fuck you’re right Tommy! I know you’d never leave me! I’m just over thinking and being silly!’ I chuckle as I watch Tom twirl the fork into the spaghetti


‘Mpph! So fucking good! Mpph! I’m just gonna keep getter bigger and bigger if you keep feeding me like this like this! Mpph!’ I joke as Tom continues to dump spaghetti into my hungry mouth


‘Well the bigger you get the more of you there is to love’ Tom says cheekily as he brings another loaded forkful to my watering mouth


‘Mpph! Really?’ I ask curiously


‘Yes of course!’ Tom laughs loving squeezing my belly


‘I am massive though Tom! Mpph! My belly is literally hanging past my knees! Mpph and I’m having to sort of turn my body sideways to go through doors! It won’t be long before I get stuck in the doorway!’ I tell Tom as I continue to eat the spaghetti


‘You could just stay in bed? That way you’d never have to worry about doors haha!’ Tom laughs


‘Mpph...I do love being in bed all day mph but I’d rather just not gain anymore weight! Mpph it’s getting so difficult to do the simplest things’ I follow up


‘Like what ems?’ Tom asks curiously


‘Well you know things like getting out of bed or getting off the sofa and as you know I can’t wash myself in the shower because I can’t reach my entire body and I’m now struggling to....oh actually never mind that’


‘Struggling to what ems?’


‘No I can’t say it’s embarrassing’


‘Tell new ems there’s nothing to be embarrassed about...’


‘I’m struggling to...wipe...after I’ve been...’ I tell Tom cautiously


‘Wipe what after what?’ Tom asks looming confused ‘just tell me ems don’t beat around the bush’ he follows up


‘I’m struggling to wipe my ass after I shit! There I said it!’ I huff


‘Oh...I see’ Toms chuckles as he continues to fill my mouth with spaghetti


‘Not exactly I conversation I wanna be having with my boyfriend, especially whilst I’m eating!’ I moan but still continue to eat


‘Well it’s not a problem ems, I’ll always help you’


‘You’d wipe my ass?’ I ask in disbelief


‘Of course ems! You’re my girlfriend I’ll do anything for you’ Toms smiles


‘Seriously?’


‘Y es of course! It’s not a big deal anyway, i clean your ass in the shower all the time’ Tom shrugs


‘Mph! It’s a bit different! MPh!’ I snap


‘How?’


‘Because it doesn’t involve shit!’ I huff


‘I really don’t mind ems’ Tom replies nonchalant as he continues to feed me


‘Mph I’m not sure if it’s sweet that you’d wipe my ass.. UURRPP! mpph..or disgusting haha!’ I chuckle


‘Haha definitely sweet’ Tom laughs


‘Mmpph well hopefully I wont get that much bigger so you won’t have to...’ I exhale looking down at my bloated fat body


‘You sure about that ems?’ Tom laughs cheekily showing me the now empty bowl


‘Oh UURRPP fuck!’ I laugh


‘So do you still want the cheesecake or....’


‘Yeah I may as well’ I huff rubbing my hand across my belly and allowing Tom to bring a large slice to my open awaiting mouth, I quickly gobble up the first slice in seconds


‘No wonder you’re struggling to wipe your own bum’ Tom says cheekily as he brings another slice to my open mouth


‘Mpph! Oi cheeky! Mph! It’s your fault for feeding me so much!’ I grunt as I continue to devour the slice from Toms hand


‘My fault? Tell me ems how many calories did you eat whilst I was at work?’ Tom chuckles raising his eyebrows


‘31,500...but 6,600 calories was from the pizzas YOU got for lunch!’ I say trying my best to defend my gluttony as i allow Tom to insert the third slice of cheesecake into my maw


‘That’s still leaves 24,900 calories ems, you can’t blame me for that!’ Toms laughs as he crams the rest of the slice of cake into my mouth and instantly begins feeding me the fourth slice


‘Mmpphh! Mmpphh! Alright I admit it! Mpph! I’m partly to blame for my mpph current size! Mpph! But I could easily loose all this Mpph blubber if I wanted to! Mpph!’ I exclaim as I devour the fourth slice and begin chomping through the fifth