Chapter 1 sorta secret

Sue stood beside her bed, wearing nothing but her bra and panties. She looked at herself in the mirror set up beside her bed. Sue was examining the little drapes of fat that dangled from her biceps, making jiggly little “wings” of pale, white, flab. The big girl turned her gaze down to her breasts, they were the first part of her body that Sue had actually liked. A pair of DD cups that had developed at a young age, and drove the boys wild since then. Well, they were Cs when she was younger, but Sue’s chest kept growing as she gained weight. It was the one thing that people actually liked getting bigger on her body. Something that always made Sue happy, because she had always appreciated being wanted, maybe a bit more than was healthy. But Sue liked it even more when people were horrified, shocked, and stared in amazement. Especially when it was caused by just how astonishingly fat she was. Yes, Sue very much liked her chest, but she liked her bulbous belly even more. The behemoth ball of blubber growled hungrily as Sue traced her fingers across it. Sue’s stomach was never satisfied anymore until she was so full that she couldn’t move an inch. But, even then, she always wanted more. Sue wanted to gorge herself far beyond what, even her gargantuan stomach, could easily handle. The big girl turned sideways, keeping her eyes trained on herself in the mirror. Sue mumbled, “My sides are fat,” as she took bits of flab in her hands and bounced them up and down, feeling their weight. She then turned a bit to see that her butt stuck out dramatically from a side profile, then Sue said “My ass is fat,” then she put her hands under her stomach, which hung down nearly to her knees, it made Sue say “My stomach is definitely fat,” to have a man rush up beside her. The man said, “Yeah you’re pretty fat.” Before taking Sue in his, surprisingly strong, arms. Sue’s boyfriend, Lee, practically pulled the big girl to their bed, and fell onto it, pulling her down beside him. They laid down side by side, laughing and cuddling, until Lee playfully said, “But I want you fatter,” while hugging his girlfriend. Lee kissed Sue, saying, “I mean, I can still fit my arms around you.” As he wrapped his arms around the big girl’s torso. Lee squeezed, feeling the bits of Sue’s soft, warm body press out between his fingers. Lee then wrapped his legs around his lover and said “My legs can too. I want to keep you here between them till you’re too big to fit there anymore.” The chubby girl gasped gently. Sue cooed, “Tell me, how fat do you want me to be?” with a gleeful grin. Lee felt the big girl shiver between his arms and legs, jiggling delightfully as she replied, “Enormous, I never want to stop gaining for you, I want to see if I can even make you think I’m too fat. Then I want to keep growing larger, even when you do.” Lee smiled and said “I can’t wait. Let’s hurry up and get there.” As the big girl’s stomach displayed just how she’d earned that title, by growling, demanding to be filled. Lee said, “and it sounds like you’re ready to start.” With a grin.

Sue awoke to find herself alone. There was no dream feeder here, there wasn’t even her actual boyfriend, Sue was alone, with only her stomach to keep her company. It was still growling in reality, too. Sue frowned at her belly, and looked at the clock to see it was about four in the morning. It was early enough that Sue knew she would be hungry again by breakfast time if she ate now. But, she also knew that she wouldn’t be comfortable enough to sleep if she didn’t eat something. So, Sue got up to go to the kitchen.

“Just a little bowl of cereal.” Sue said to herself, “No need to add a whole meal on top of what you already get in a day. It’s way too much as it is.” The big girl’s stomach growled, as if in protest. Sue answered it, “I wasn’t kidding, I already eat too much.” Lee was the man of Sue’s dreams in the figurative sense, but he was not the crazed feeder that Sue actually dreamt of. Sue had always been a hefty girl, and Lee had never looked down on her for it. But he had never really said anything about liking it or wanting Sue bigger before either. Yet, as Sue’s stomach growled, she fantasized about what life would be like if she was encouraged to eat whater she wanted.

Meanwhile, Lee had dreams of his own. In his dream Sue guzzled down gallons of a weight gain shake that existed only in Lee’s dreams, one that caused Sue to gain weight almost instantly. One that never seemed to make the big girl too full for more either. So, even though Sue was silent in the dream, Lee knew that she would keep gaining weight until the walls of the room made her stop. Lee wanted Sue even fatter than that, he wanted his heavy girlfriend to grow into something beyond being merely heavy. He wanted her enormous, he wanted his girlfriend to be as big as was possible, maybe more even, somehow. A desire that filled both his literal and figurative dreams. So, Sue drank down the shake, greedily sucking down the liquid at an astounding rate. “More.” Lee said, while Sue’s mouth was too full to speak, “You need to eat more, to be bigger, to grow fatter and fatter for me, until this house can’t even hold you any longer.” Sue couldn’t speak without taking a break from her shake. So, Lee took her drinking even faster for agreement. In his dream Sue’s clothes grew tighter, as she grew fatter at an astonishing pace.

Suddenly Lee awoke with a start, as dream Sue’s top forcefully snapped off of her growing body. Lee began muttering to himself, “man, do I need to tell her about that,” as he thought about his secret hope of her gaining more weight. Sue was pretty heavy as things were, so Lee absolutely did not want to tell her that he wanted her to get even fatter. He didn’t even know just how heavy he would like Sue to be, “What is she now? Three hundred pounds?” Lee asked himself about his girlfriend, “She could go up to four hundred for me, right?” he asked himself, before shaking his head, saying “no, if she was four hundred pounds, I’d want her at five , if Sue weighed five hundred pounds I’d want six, teen, million, tons,” he laughed and shook his head. Lee knew numbers like that were absurd, but they were hot to think about anyway. Nothing was too heavy for Lee. So he knew that he was better off just being supportive, and making it clear that he was never disgusted by Sue’s fat, and never would be, no matter how big she got, Lee knew that Sue had been steadily gaining weight for at least four years. So, he figured that he would simply enjoy whatever weight she really did gain, while remaining silent about just how happy he was with her big, beautiful, blubbery body. Still, Lee felt oddly driven to let Sue know, and to make her gain even more weight. Lee couldn’t bring himself to do that, but he could be an enabler, and he knew that a local eatery named “The Pie Stop” started taking orders at five AM. So, he called them up to send Sue her favorite apple pie, along with something savory for breakfast. Lee set the order to not be sent until later too, so it wouldn’t wake Sue up early with no reason.

Meanwhile, Sue was finishing her pre-breakfast of one bowl of cereal. She still felt hungry after finishing, so she looked down at her stomach, and said “No,” simply. Sue then stood up and went straight to bed, as her stomach cried out for just one more bowl of cereal. “No,” she repeated, time and time again. But, Sue was right earlier, she couldn’t sleep while hungry. So, after an hour of lying down with her eyes closed Sue said to herself, “Oh, I left my bowl and spoon out. I should go put those in the sink.” Then got up to do just that. But, as she took her bowl and spoon to the sink, Sue thought to herself, if one bowl wasn’t enough to sleep with before, it definitely wouldn’t be now. So, she quickly rinsed off the items instead, and got her box of Cocoa pebbles and carton of milk out again. Then Sue poured another bowl of cereal. After this bowl Sue actually put the spoon and bowl into her sink, and put the box of cocoa pebbles back into her cupboard without any complications. She even got back into her room, lied down, and fell asleep without much happening. Sue’s dreams began again, in them Lee continued to stuff her full of food of every sort imaginable. Cakes, pies, sandwiches, an entire pizza. It didn’t matter what Sue ate, it was never enough. She demanded more time and time again. A pizza was finished to be met by a single word, “More,” an entire chicken, “More” a pot of stew got the same reaction as well. Eventually Sue awoke, wishing this was more than just a dream. She sat up in bed, thinking about just how badly she wished Lee would actually do that. Or at least feed her a sane, rational amount. As sunlight began to stream through her window, Sue’s stomach growled again, “Really?” she said, incredulously, before sighing and slumping her shoulders, “It’s not like someone will just give me-“ and Sue heard her doorbell ring, cutting off her thoughts. The big girl got up to get the door, thinking about how she normally eats before brushing her teeth, just so her mouth feels clean longer. These thoughts eventually gave way to wondering just who could be at her door at this hour. Then, she found out as she opened the door to see a man taking a picture of a box he’d left there. He said “Just give me one sec to snap a pic, then it’s all yours.”

There were two pies, a smaller one labeled “shp” and a large one labeled “ap” Sue took them both into her house and smelled the pies as she walked. The larger one was obviously apple, and Sue presumed the smaller was a shepherd’s pie. Sue figured that she would eat the tiny one right now, and put the larger pie into her fridge for later. She opened her fridge door to a reminder of the fact that she had gotten a bit carried away getting groceries the day before, probably for the same reason she kept dreaming of eating impossibly large portions. Sue’s stomach growled again, as if suggesting the obvious answer to having too much food. Sue then got a fork without thinking, an image from her dreams and fantasies came to mind, and she spoke along with it. “More,” Sue said as she set down the pies, “More,” while she opened the shepherd’s pie up. “I am still far too skinny.” Sue said, feeling her stomach that was obviously not too skinny. Sue continued to fantasize that her boyfriend wanted her to eat and grow large, er, larger “Lee must have sent this,” she said, breathing in the scent of the pies, “Maybe he really does want me fatter,” she cut into the smaller pie with the side of her fork as she continued, “Or at least he doesn’t mind if I eat these.” Sue took a bite, as dreams of eating endlessly flooded her mind. “But, what if it isn’t from him?” Sue said as she enjoyed a second bite of her shepherd’s pie, swimming in the savory flavor. Sue took her phone out of her pocket, to see that she had a text from eight minutes ago, it was a single sentence from Lee, and read as follows:

“Hey there hot stuff, I got you some, well, hot stuff lol; I got you two pies, I figured you’d have some for breakfast, enjoy.”

“Well,” Sue said, “It’s happened, somebody has finally used a semicolon in a text message.” Giggling to herself before saying, “and, it explains the pie. Sue text lee a thank you, before returning to her food, still fantasizing about Lee handing her an impossible amount of food as she ate. With each bite, the fantasy grew, as did the fantasy’s version of Sue herself. She wondered if Lee would be okay with her gaining weight, “No,” she mumbled, between bites, “He already tolerates my obesity,” and she swallowed before continuing, “I am NOT going to ask for even more from him.” Then she thought. I am a pretty big girl, and I’ve been gaining weight since before we met. So, maybe Lee really does like me fat. Maybe he would like me even fatter. Sue shook her head, dismissing the idea as wishful thinking.

Meanwhile, Lee’s phone buzzed as he got ready for work. He looked down at a picture of Sue, “Sue,” he said to himself, as he imagined the big girl eating pie, after pie. Lee knew that Sue was a pretty big eater, so she might even eat all of this in one sitting, two or three at most. Lee spoke to himself, saying “Make your belly even bigger,” as he wondered, how many pies could he send Sue before it became obvious. Maybe another pair per week, at the very most. Then again, Lee knew that Sue rarely ever questioned food too closely, there’s a reason she was the size that she was, but it was only a matter of time before the big girl began to wonder whether Lee wanted her to be an even bigger girl. Lee ignored the part of himself that wanted to push this to its limits, to feed Sue as much as he possibly could. It was an instinct that he was able to suppress for all of five hours.

At this time Sue was eating. She ravenously devoured her shepherd’s pie in a way that could make one forget that she had already had two bowls of cereal that day. Sue thought it was a childish fantasy, born of wishful thinking, bbt Sue still wanted to believe that this is exactly what Lee had wanted her to do when he sent the food. So, after finishing the shepherd’s pie, Sue smelled the apple pie. “It’s still fresh,” she said, licking her lips. Sue opened up the box and cut a piece of pie out of the tin, then took a bite. Apple pie was always her favorite desert. So, Sue found herself salivating and eating bite after bite, far more quickly than she had intended. In fact, it wasn’t till Sue was halfway through the entire pie that she has a realization. “You know what would make this even better,” she mused as she got up and went to her freezer, “Ice cream. After all, apple pie a la mode is a classic for a reason.” As Sue got the tub of vanilla ice cream out of her freezer, she felt something. This was dirty, it was naughty, it was sexy, and forbidden. So, deciding to eat the quarter tub of ice cream felt incredibly hot to Sue, so much so that she decided to be even naughtier. Sue put one hand into the waistband of her pants and began to gently massage her clit as she ate with her other hand. Each bite of hot pie was followed by one of ice cream, and vice versa. “So-o-o-o fat,” she shuddered as she ate, “I am a fucking hog.” Sue moaned as she ate. Sue imagined just how fat she would become, “Why wouldn’t he love this?” she mused as her hand moved faster, “It’s so fucking hot.” Sue’s stomach began to hurt from sheer fullness, but she didn’t slow down one bit as she ate, thinking. I am a pig, a hog, a sow, a cow, a whale a. . . Letting her mind spin on how fat she was, and how much fatter she would get. Even if she wasn’t doing it on purpose, Sue had reached three hundred and fifty pounds for a reason, and she knew that number would only climb higher. She gasped slightly as she neared the end of her pie, moaning and shuddering as she tried not to finish, dragging this moment out until the food was gone. Sue felt her belly wobble as she shuddered, she felt her breasts tussle, and her chubby cheeks jiggle and shake. She gasped and moaned louder and louder as she continued, to feel the shaking, knowing hust hot fat she was to get that reaction, and reaching climax as the last bite of ice cream vanished into her mouth. Sue panted and gasped for a moment, catching her breath, before a realization hit her. Sue had finished the ice cream, but there was still a large slice worth of pie remaining. “The fridge is too full for this tin.” She said to herself, making excuses to finish what little remained.

As Sue sat back on her sofa, she spent hours thinking about her dream, about Lee, about how much faster she could gain weight before he got upset. Then Sue found herself thinking about what she would get for lunch, despite having just finished her third, and largest, breakfast. “I really am a pig, aren’t I?” she said, feeling another wave of dirty excitement overcome her. Sue rested a hand on her overstuffed stomach and licked her lips, petting her belly and saying, “You want to get bigger too, don’t you?” Sue licked her lips and continued, “Of course you do. That’s why you growl so much.” Sue’s stomach gurgled. If she was honest then Sue would easily conclude that the sound was just her body processing the mountain of food she’d just swallowed. But Sue was too excited to think straight, and fantasized that her greedy stomach was still begging for more. She hugged her own torso and twisted back and forth, saying, “Don’t worry big girl. You’ll still have plenty to eat later.” Maybe not as much as Sue fantasized of eating, she thought as her stomach gurgled and churned.

Sue had no idea just how correct she was though, because, by lunch time, Lee’s self-control broke. He’d spent years telling himself that he wouldn’t do more than passively approve every time that Sue wanted to eat. But that damn had broken, and a flood of feeding was pouring out. So, before even addressing what he would do on his lunch break, Lee ordered a family sized plate of orange chicken and chow mein on Postmates, delivered to Sue’s house. This would give him plausible denial he thought. If Sue commented that it was too much, he’d say that he had just gotten the family order instead, on accident. Minutes later, Lee was eating. G his own lunch, a turkey sandwich that he had gotten out of a vending machine in the building he worked at. As he ate, Lee received a text message on his phone, leading to the following conversation.

Sue: Thanks for all the surprises today, the Chinese just showed up, but I’ve gotta ask, is there a special reason for this today? Because I’m drawing a blank,
Lee had no idea, but Sue was desperately hoping that he would say “Yes, I have decided that you’re gaining weight too slowly, so eat up and be the blubber ball you were born to be.” Or the like. She knew this was not what he’d actually say, Sue wasn’t stupid, but she hoped. Then his reply came,

Lee: Nope, I was just feeling generous today, and I know that you love Chinese almost as much as pie.

Then Lee remembered that he had gotten Sue far too much, and decided to add a text, leading to the following exchange,

Lee: It was pricy for one serving though, I think I’ll go elsewhere next time.

Sue: It’s family style, so it’s probably a good price for what it is, “What it is” is just four or five timed a regular single serving.

Sue literally crossed her fingers as she hoped that his reply would be, “Well, I guess you have a lot of eating to do then.” But, once again, she knew he wouldn’t. Still, as the two text back and forth she fantasized about just that. Sue caught herself beginning to touch herself again, as she fantasized about eating it all, followed by a dinner and dessert of the same size. But Sue never knew that Lee was having the same fantasy, as he silently wondered if getting the same sort of thing again would set off alarms in Sue’s mind. In the end he decided to do nothing more today.

Meanwhile, Sue stood before her open fridge, with her hands on her hips. “Well,” she said playfully as she broke into a grin, “This plate won’t fit. Clearly I have to eat it all today.” Sue was very much aware that she could rearrange things and/or put her leftovers into a different container. But, those were ideas that Sue rejected forcefully. The big girl had her own reasons and fantasies, “Lee wants me to eat it all.” She knowingly lied to herself, as she returned to the table with a fork.

By one A.M. that night Sue had to throw in the towel and re-plate her leftovers so they fit into the fridge. Then Sue went to her bed to dream of eating what it would look like to eat the family sized meal alone. Sue never even knew that Lee was having the same dream.